REALITY BITES

Since I posted "When Good Friends Became Lovers", I received several text messages asking kung sino si MAGIC? Some had their guesses, some already know who I am referring to... pero wala ako kinoconfirm. Bakit kamo? Kasi nga that was just me expressing myself. Yes, we've had an agreement pero kasi we were so high in emotions pa that time.

Recently, we got the chance to communicate. We've had some quality conversation through e-mail and we decided NOT to enter any relationship yet. He is not ready and I understand... And I'm willing to wait for him. But don't wori, we're perfectly okay! We're better friends pa nga ngaun than before. I've told him that I really do love him and that I want him to be part of my life na talaga.

With all honesty, MAHAL NA MAHAL ko talaga siya guys. But there are certain things na hindi dapat minamadali. At tanggap ko yun.. We may not end up together in the future but he will always own a piece of my heart. The road is long ang I could only hope that at the next bend of the road, nandun siya waiting for me.

With that, I just want to share this song.. for everyone who have wounded hearts to heal..


HEALING

Now that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I've got it all
Cause I do
Cause I've got you

We've crossed these battle lines to many times
It passes throught the heart
But it never leaves a mark

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
No pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

I've kicked around those lines inside my head
But I've never listened to the words that You said
See where its lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause You showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on You

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
No pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
No pain can harm the way im feeling

Lord I know that Your love is healing


We can only hope for the best. But HE IS INDEED MY PRESENT. My heart longs for him.. My heart creeds for him.. My heart undeniably loves him..TROPANG ASTIG, MAHAL KO TALAGA SIYA. Minsan ko lang maramdaman etong pakiramdam na to.. Walang minutong lumilipas na hindi siya sumasagi sa isip ko..

But we have to accept things as they happen. In God's perfect time, everything will be alright.. I believe in that.. But for now, my heart's just reserved for MAGIC.. 'Cause it really still feels like MAGIC..


LAWRENCE